My name is Matthew Aaron

I trained Marine Mammals for 15 years

My first college class had more students than my ENTIRE high school

In 1989 I came out as gay  In 1998 I left that life for Jesus

Favorite color

I write this blog for every guy wrestling with homosexuality and Christianity.

For every parent waiting for their boys to return home. 

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I grew

up in a

Christian

home

I grew up in a town of 1500 people

Will eat: Liver & Spam

Won’t eat: Sushi & Thai

I have no profession of perfection.  Only a profession of Jesus.

I can’t do life alone.

I can’t do it with another man in my bed.

I am God’s rescue mission.  Y tu, tambien.

For the rejected, abandoned, hopeless, the proud, the hot and fit and the “happy”, Jesus died.

I need healthy, intimate relationships.  These are the disappointments and revelations of my journey into gay culture and the Christian world and the dark smoky hallways in between.

I knew 2 things my entire life

I felt different than other boys and Jesus Christ died for my sins

May the intersection of our journeys illuminate the path to Jesus